Friday, July 24, 2009

Olympus Charger Flashing Red

am a hopeless case

finally revealed
shrewd critic (I knew you were going to find out)
that I'm biased in my stories and tangentially

urges me to assume the neutrality
any
respecting intellectual
think he is right I'm biased

no doubt this further
I would say that a partial
unsalvageable
finally hopeless as much effort to make
can never become neutral

in several countries of the continent leading experts

have done everything possible and impossible
for curing me of bias
for example in my country's national library

ordered partial expungement of my books in Argentina partial
gave me
cuartenta-eight hours (if not kill me) so I left with my bias

finally slopes in Peru held incommunicado my bias
and deported me


being neutral would not have needed such intensive therapy

but what I'm biased

make partial incurably
and although it may sound a little strange


fully and partially

know that means I can not aspire to so many honors
and reputations and prayers and dignities

the world reserved for intellectuals

to respect for the neutral words with an aggravating

as fewer and fewer neutral

distinctions are distributed among very few

after all and
from my limitations
confessed I must admit that those few are neutral
I have some admiration
or better reserve them as some surprise
actually need nerves of steel to stay neutral
to episodes like girĂ³n

tlatelolco
trelew pando



currency is clear that a
and perhaps this is what he meant
critic might be biased in the private lives and neutral
belles lettres
say Pinochet indignant

for insomnia and daytime
write stories about the Atlantis is not bad



clear idea and has the advantage that

one hand you have conflicts of conscience and that always represents

good
nutrimeto for art and for other sides to not let it
bashing the bourgeois press and / or
neutral

not a bad idea but
and I am discovering or imagining the submerged continent

the existence of oppressed and oppressors and neutral partial


executioners tortured and that is the same player
Cuba itself
Yankees no non-submerged continent


so as it seems that I have no choice and I'm definitely lost


neutrality for the successful it is likely to continue writing stories
nonneutral
and poems and songs and novels, essays and non-neutral

but warn it will be so
but do not try to torture and prisons
or other topics that apparently
unbearable to be neutral and even

try to butterflies and clouds and goblins and little fish


Mario Benedetti

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